3 weeks till exams, nothing realli excited tho, coz after it i have nothin to do and have nothin to kill time sigh.......i dont worry abt my exams ill gte another b+ anyway, i dun wana get an A like those assholes do just relax.

chef is a stress job seriously, low pay and always have to listen front of house and they fink they always right and customers.....dun wana talk abt it, juz wana get a gun and shoot them all. customers mostly uni students and say nt enough sauce, not enough salad, not enough blah blah blah.....seriously u go home and cook urself so u can make lots and lots, this is a restaurant here we have to follow rules, we need to serve this amount of portions and if we over it, well u lose ur job or juz have to pay tht extra portion......dun complain , just fink abt ppl dun have food, we ar lucky to born in this family.....thts all i can say

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cant fink of any title, well this afternoon went back home and quickly take a shower, after that, i saw marks and scars over my back and side of it, i thought prob im fat and have marks on it but i rethink again , those marks is nt "fat"marks, is the marks where my dad hit me when i was young, thinking of it makes me shiver, i still can feel the pain and car crash marks as well. pretty bad mark i shld say. =/

ive been drawing alot of pics lately, i drew yvonne, k1, joyce, nikki, angela, chon, and some animation XD. later, i prob will show in fb. i love drawing =)

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cant fink of any title, well this afternoon went back home and quickly take a shower, after that, i saw marks and scars over my back and side of it, i thought prob im fat and have marks on it but i rethink again , those marks is nt "fat"marks, is the marks where my dad hit me when i was young, thinking of it makes me shiver, i still can feel the pain and car crash marks as well. pretty bad mark i shld say. =/

ive been drawing alot of pics lately, i drew yvonne, k1, joyce, nikki, angela, chon, and some animation XD. later, i prob will show in fb. i love drawing =)

a new week

today is 4th oct la another new week~~nothing much today, studying and talk with mates and sigh my internet speed is dropping la......i hate it....i want my unlimted back T.T........cant watch new anime now.....have to wait 26th to reboot up my speed.

amy is pretty stressed up, i hope shes ok and be happy la, always hate me without reason but i do realli worry her and she should fink there ar lots of ppl worry abt her and shes not alone =) but shes not online so cant tell that to her.....prob nxt time ba

sad day

im stress............so stress i need someone to talk to.......and that Amy case.......sigh.......dont want to fink about it and if she hate me then juz leave it i dun do nothin wrong and she always hate me without reason........

i feel uncomofortable...i wana cry....but i cant.......

sad day

im stress............so stress i need someone to talk to.......and that Amy case.......sigh.......dont want to fink about it and if she hate me then juz leave it i dun do nothin wrong and she always hate me without reason........

i feel uncomofortable...i wana cry....but i cant.......

2nd october

today afternoon finish my work, was realli realli tired....sleep like 15 minutes and someone called me and my mate ask to go that place and ask me something, later on we started to fight like physical fight and of coz i win la coz im big/fat or whtever =) anyway, he thought that i was backstab him and his gf bt it was a mistake and later on he apologize to me and left like an idiot sigh......stomach hurt quite badly but im survived.

I dont know why, my heart feels uncomnfortable these days, is nt the heart problem but sthing else cant explain....but will be fine after couple of days gua we're see ;)

yesterday amy mui told me that she can be half sis for the left and 啊蚊 i mean 啊雯 will be the right....i dun get what she meant but weird but that what makes her so cute gua hahaha XD.

me and her stories are over, at least we still be good friends and she is my another sister now, pretty cool huh for as a bro/friend wish her the best and be happy.

well thats it for today, tomorrow work and ill see u 2morrow =) latz

jealous

well the title jealous, nt realli jealous abt someones gd looking or other bullshit, is all abt peoples blog and how they write and u can imagine wht they do and go to the fantasy world and stuff i really admire that.....since im not a good writer ill try my best to make it more interesting about my blog instead of the past i wrote some ridiculous story.

well im going to sleep now so gd nite u guys =)

im back

i havnt written my blog for ages la, around 2 months ba, thanks for the wishes and the presents for my birthday, im really happy and thanks angela or nikki for the hippo doll so cute ^^ and thks guys for the mug and i wont open it till im goin back to macau =).

karaoke

i was planning karaoke nxt week, i will ask all my mates and ask them if they gona come, if they ar too busy or sthing coz the first start of uni is exam or test whtever, then ill cancel and do it nxt time, it always have a nxt time in my world haha~~~if no karaoke its fine ill juz go to adrian's asian par-tay and see how a white guy make an asian par-tay, havnt try it b4 bt ill go and see......

drawing

man~~havnt draw past few days, was tryin a new differnt concept, i use to draw animation and other stuff and now i like to try new challenges, is drawing a person, is nt easy tho but for me the hardest part is the lips, coz ppl smile differntly and plus is realli hard to draw bt wont give up the half way, so ill juz try harder and and if finish ill show u guys on my fb pic

back

finally im back to blog la,phew~~~~so many things to do and plan but ive been pretty gd these days, working and ave money and hang out with friends and gd bros. nothin special lately tho, yesterday had pretty much fun, watch the movie called shes out of my league, tht movie is like romance and stuff bt seriously, tht movie is very dodgy and funny as well, frank will be like it since hes the person like tht(if frank see tis im jokin) hahaha~~~

^^

well dinner is gona be cancel 2morrow coz she have to go to church lik 7, i was planning to go to watch movies with her and then dinner and then eat icecream~~~i was looking forward to bt then it cancelled, bt i wont give up, it will always have another next time, bt is juz lucky tht she finsih at 2 and then probably go with her and walk to queen like 2 hrs and then go to coffee shop and relax and ill juz ask my mates to come to ct aye and meet me up around 4 ish. hope they understand haha~~~

yo

havnt blog for 2 days now, gone pretty tired these days, many things to think and many things to do. well, easter is comign soon, wana ask chon for dina on thurs and introduce yvonne as well bt hes got big business to do and probably ask on friday, and i dunno if yvonne is ok on friday tho bt ill try.

pray

well 2 couples on my list and i dun wana name them bt i hope them they ar happy forever la and since im the only alone dude in my list so i dunno wht to do aye.....like standing in the middle and frds ar gone and they dun care abt u.....bt if i walk with them it will be bad coz im a lightbulb probably ill juz stay alone for awhile

tired

so tired man~~~i make the tiramisu and it fkin fail, i 4got to put one thing and now screwed, fck, fck fck.................sigh, cant make excue to my gd bro chon, ill juz gona buy the cake for him then aye........screw my cake u piece of !@#$%

hate

man i realli hate chon now....y? coz he nearly up to me, coz he have a such a big map and i cant do shit, so many frds added him and be niegnbour and i ask ppl to be my neighbour bt noone reply me wht a punch of !~@#$%, sigh, dun wana play tht game anymore

old photos

juz went to facebook and see my mums siblings and her father and mother photos, everyone look so young espically i look like my mum when she was young. but kinda want to laugh coz long time they take photograph, they dun like to smile nt like nowadays when u take photo u have smile sthing like tht haha kinda funny ge~~~

dads form

man tis afternoon me and my dad were fillin the form and wana give to the incoem and revenue staff and then wait for 2 hrs to give them, wht a customer service aye, nz is juz so slow nt like other countries they fast and theyre quick, make lthem easier and make us easier as well, it waste my 2 hrs doin nothin and sittin in the car and nap sigh man......

639 tuesday

hi there guys is 639pm tuesday, dun have any special 2day juz wana type some thing in the blog, 5 mins ago, karen ask wht u guys planning for chons bday wor, lol, well nothin aye realli probably juz dina and sing k, dunno, its up to him realli, if its like angela bday celebrate on friday tht wld be gd so ppl can relax coz saturday will be after. bt im finkin tht ppl wont come much, nikki is sick and lose her voice and daf and angela dunno~~~well no guessin juz me and him will be ok ger, bt ill juz doubl;e check with other ppl, coz bday is like once a yr

hi

tis is tuesday 1213am, cant sleep ~~~~keep download games and play social city, chons city is like freakin army land, full of green houses and shootin arrows lol.....and tis week thursday is chons bday, my bros bday, dunno y nobdy celebrate wif him, if noone then ill clebrate with him haha ill juz make a tiramisu to him as a gift and i hope he likes it la

afternoon

hi guys, im back, juz finsih my work 2day, pretty tired, was wandering how is tht girl doin? haha~~~,tis mornin was txtin chon for mornin call, thought he is still sleepin bt then is nt he wakes up and say sup boss~~~lol.

last night

man 4got to write blog was gona write sthing yesterday night bt then too sleepy, have to take care of others haha sigh, i sleep around 8 ish, is my first time sleep so early, and then i have work after the day so need more rest.

mornin

yo guys mornin~~~~juz back home, the first time back home at 9am and havnt sleep 20 hrs and nly 2 hrs of sleep, y? lol well have to take care of them, im the oldest here of coz i have to look ova them, is really hard aye coz my eyes is sore luckily kevin is still there tht time, we go to mcd and eat and ate amighty angus combo same as chon. after the kevin gone home ppl start to crazy and drink and vomit like karen and chon, bt karens the worst coz she drinks and vomit and after she drink another 2 shot and then vomit again rofl so stupid and funny~~~hahahaa~~~

primay photo

yo guys~~~ i juz found my old old photos when i was in primary, i put it in facebook , so gd~~~~~

list

at the moment, i have 4 guys ar my gd bros, chon, k1 and k2 and jason, gd pals, i like it~~~~thts y i have control my temper and dun let myself loose them coz frds nowdays is very hard to find like these guys, one is cheerful, one is cool and gd looking one is same as me like to cook and food sci and other one is everyone nos buff dude and talk all plio stuff haha always talkin shit all the time bt stimes it makes sense lol

tht person 2

tht person the title again is joyce lol, shes a nice person, bt then is kinda weird, u no like.....laughin....., she laugh everythin........like me and 8 guys were in the lift and got stuck and i heard joyce was laughin so piss off......i piss off becoz of frank and joyce and others they care, thts wht frds do man~~~like chon gd bros man......thts y i see chon my temper gone off and started to relax, is like chon is like water, and im a burin flamin dude and when i sytart to angry he pull water on me and relax kinda like tht hahaha bad english cant explain oh well at least i try my best to explain in my own words.....hehe^^

tht person

tht person like frankie, no offence bt hes kinda like control everyone sthing, is like when we go to korean restuarant tht day me nikki and daphne was choosing their dish and then i said tht beef soup is gd and then frankie is like nah choose differnt style so we can share and eat, bt the thing is someone like tht dish u can force someone and choose another dish right? is juz uncool tht time i was alittle piss wana swear at him bt then i juz control my temper and then leave him alone do wht he wants, juz wana eat my lovely meal thts all...............

thursday 18th march

tis mornin frankie txt me and said " where u hippo, was planning to give all the present to angelas locker" lol i havnt bought my present yet coz im waiting friday and bought her one with chon, was plannin to give a special thing to her like u can use it in life, haha like those daphne ones have sterio on her pillow sthing elike tht and i hope i can find her one bt a different stuff.

bday

today is march 18th 1221am and is angela's bday can say my sis ger haha, i said happy bday in fb and she replies kinda weird bt yea, wish her all te best in everythin and wish her and martyn 2gether forever la thts all i can say

girl

nowadays, girls ar very complicated, well they always complicated bt then like in relationship complicated, they need "feel" and shit, is juz tht i dun really undersatand them aye, too hard for me.......the girl i like same, previous same, another porevious same and so on.......got rejected like 10 times or ova....and i rethink and was pretty dumb tht time when i was in college, i shld enjoy my life instead of askin girls out sigh.........and now regret in college, bt now cant regret anythin have to look straight and neva regret anythin thts wht i fink....so yea....im a bit talkative, probably girls dun like it tht way, so i probably be silent tis friday, shld nt talk too much aye....

yesterday night

yesterday night, i was keep finkin of sthing, what am i finkin? well~~~abt my past and my future, i no is kinda sounds odd bt then i have to fink abt these stuff afterall i wont stay in nz very long, probably i grad and mayb go to japan and work as a trainee to train to cut sashimi, japanese knife skills ar very high, and i wanted to be like them cut very thin slice like paper and get a licence of puffetfish is a well known fish called the sting fish, very deadly inside the liver, it can kill instant death will a mistake coz tht fish so dangerous and poisonous so need a licence, if i go tht licence man im gona be rich ass and will be like the nly 15th person can get tht licence int he world smart aye hahahah~~~~~~~~

hihi

well, juz finished makin the cheesecake, it look nice and it taste nice as well and one thing the guy buy my cake for 50 bucks so yep, i got 50 bucks now, since "they" dun need my homemade cake and they bought it already so ill juz leave it to them. Around 730 i wait my mum to buy dinner for me and guess wht it is? its bk triple cheese burger and i was shocked coz i thought my dinner will be chicken fly lice or sthing oh well~~~~bt the dinner was nice.

sigh

sigh.....y sigh? tell me abt it i dunno bt hey gona upload some of my drawings in facebook and let u guys see im a gd drawer after all

things

well i juz make the butter crust for the cheese cake and now nikki is gona buy the cake sigh, probably she dun like tht cake afterall too late im juz gona make it and give it to someone else and sold it to get more money~~~~haha sigh sigh sigh........and also im gona make cerdura for frds so im gona make tht for chon first haha~~

buon giorno

gd morning guys~~~man~~im keep yawnin past few minutes ago, probably i dun have nough sleep yet i wonder wht restaurant we goin to eat on friday hm.....

hmmmm

noone is online 2day~~~except chon and gordon bt nikki wasnt online, probably shes busy her stuff so ill juz ask her 2morrow instead, is 1224 pm and my eyes ar so sore now~~~ too much work to do bt im gona sleep now and rest, well anyone see tis blog wana say gd night and sweet dreams to u all haha^^

afternoon

man so tired 2day~~~~i was finking if i make the cake or nt, but then if dun make the cake it will quite a budget then if i make it dunno if they like the taste sigh......now i no wht cheescake im gona make so beta ask them b4 i make them

planning

evening~~was planning to wht do i give to angela and light blub was top on my head and "bling" i no wht to buy it frm her but have to ask someone to share money with me probably ill ask chon bro to help me if cant he cld be my ideaist( dunno whts tht mean) bt yea ill fink abt it and buy it for her and hope she like it.

so good~~~~

man my head feels good coz i juz cut my hair and short and gd suits me~~~~ i wana show u pics bt then sigh i probably show my frds tis week then

i wonder

i wonder if tht girl still like me or nt, i have confessed tht girl bt then she rejected and say lest be frds for while and now i was finkin shld i ask her again or nt guys if someone out there see tis blog plz comment and give me ideas lol

afternoon

hey guys gd afternoon~~~man juz finished work 2day so tired, was gona thought their will have 1 person will help me bt tht person said hes sick 2day and now i have to do all the work cleaning and doin plate up and stuff so unlucky.....bt time so quick so no complain~~~~haha.......sigh wana eat icecream.....i beta start askin ppl if they gona come or nt

bonjour

gd morning guys, far~~~so gd weather 2day no clouds at all, cloudless. mum is gona get all my sheet and pillow to put sunshine, after tht it will smells gd*thumbs up*. im playin social city in facebook and guys come be my neighbour please

change

hi guys what a night 2day i had fun and play happy, but my emotion still neva change and i no somone out there dun like it coz they destroy their mood and i shld apolopgize to them bt oh well is past is juz tht i need to change and one frd tld me to smile while u outside or anywhere so in tis time and now ill change and ill prove it...................sadly is tht i let my bro down, i make a simple mistake and now i destroy it, i feel so bad sigh, i shld apologize to him instead and ill do it 2morrow, well 2day end of story gd nights guys sleep tight and sweet dreams

friday

gd morning is friday mornin, bit cloudy tho nt enough sun outside, and is windy outside shld wear a long sleeve to uni it will get cold at night u no wht i mean. HKESA askin memebers to go to engineerin at 1-3 and i was finking i shld go there, might have a prize to win or sthing haha~~~if i win the 3rd prize im gona sld it and then i get more money in my account yay~~~but is juz "if" sigh.......

draw

man~~~i havnt draw cartoons for 4 yrs now, when i in college i used to draw folders and wrap to make it beta and frds liek them and ask them who drew them and of coz i said i drew them bt they dun believe haha....they said i trace them but i realli dun like to trace them and i no is hard work bt luv it and now 1/4 of my notebook full of anime drawing and now want to fill all the notebook tis yr if i have time and mood and show everyone how gd i draw them haha

guten morgan

hi guys, today is a good weather, nt many clouds but gd sunshine, shld go to the beach and relax, but cant, need to study hard and save money for my next trip to korea or taiwan~~~but long way to go~~~

hmmmm

man gona sleep soon my eyes ar sore and my back is achin sigh man.................dunno if anyone looking my blog aye? if they do plz comment or juz give a smile to me haha of coz u no need to give a dam comment if u dun want to well catch u later and ill see u guys 2morrow

ps3

man~~~on monday chef was selling his ps3 and i was like yay~~~(i shld go ask him wht price) and then i ask him he said wht price u want? and i said around 430 and 450, and he tld me u think abt it first and tell me tis week ill pay u 400 bucks with 2 console, 3 games and other accessories and i was like so cheap so thinkin to buy or not coz i have ps3 already so might be buyin another one here in nz so let my frds play haha if they wana* blinkin eye* lol

first time

man~~this is first time using blog so embrassed, and askin frds how to create a blog, and my frds tld me which yr u came frm dunno how to use a blog and laughed hahaha~~~laugh all they want, dun realli care at least my mc frd helped me thks dai dai lo