3 weeks till exams, nothing realli excited tho, coz after it i have nothin to do and have nothin to kill time sigh.......i dont worry abt my exams ill gte another b+ anyway, i dun wana get an A like those assholes do just relax.

chef is a stress job seriously, low pay and always have to listen front of house and they fink they always right and customers.....dun wana talk abt it, juz wana get a gun and shoot them all. customers mostly uni students and say nt enough sauce, not enough salad, not enough blah blah blah.....seriously u go home and cook urself so u can make lots and lots, this is a restaurant here we have to follow rules, we need to serve this amount of portions and if we over it, well u lose ur job or juz have to pay tht extra portion......dun complain , just fink abt ppl dun have food, we ar lucky to born in this family.....thts all i can say

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cant fink of any title, well this afternoon went back home and quickly take a shower, after that, i saw marks and scars over my back and side of it, i thought prob im fat and have marks on it but i rethink again , those marks is nt "fat"marks, is the marks where my dad hit me when i was young, thinking of it makes me shiver, i still can feel the pain and car crash marks as well. pretty bad mark i shld say. =/

ive been drawing alot of pics lately, i drew yvonne, k1, joyce, nikki, angela, chon, and some animation XD. later, i prob will show in fb. i love drawing =)

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cant fink of any title, well this afternoon went back home and quickly take a shower, after that, i saw marks and scars over my back and side of it, i thought prob im fat and have marks on it but i rethink again , those marks is nt "fat"marks, is the marks where my dad hit me when i was young, thinking of it makes me shiver, i still can feel the pain and car crash marks as well. pretty bad mark i shld say. =/

ive been drawing alot of pics lately, i drew yvonne, k1, joyce, nikki, angela, chon, and some animation XD. later, i prob will show in fb. i love drawing =)

a new week

today is 4th oct la another new week~~nothing much today, studying and talk with mates and sigh my internet speed is dropping la......i hate it....i want my unlimted back T.T........cant watch new anime now.....have to wait 26th to reboot up my speed.

amy is pretty stressed up, i hope shes ok and be happy la, always hate me without reason but i do realli worry her and she should fink there ar lots of ppl worry abt her and shes not alone =) but shes not online so cant tell that to her.....prob nxt time ba

sad day

im stress............so stress i need someone to talk to.......and that Amy case.......sigh.......dont want to fink about it and if she hate me then juz leave it i dun do nothin wrong and she always hate me without reason........

i feel uncomofortable...i wana cry....but i cant.......

sad day

im stress............so stress i need someone to talk to.......and that Amy case.......sigh.......dont want to fink about it and if she hate me then juz leave it i dun do nothin wrong and she always hate me without reason........

i feel uncomofortable...i wana cry....but i cant.......

2nd october

today afternoon finish my work, was realli realli tired....sleep like 15 minutes and someone called me and my mate ask to go that place and ask me something, later on we started to fight like physical fight and of coz i win la coz im big/fat or whtever =) anyway, he thought that i was backstab him and his gf bt it was a mistake and later on he apologize to me and left like an idiot sigh......stomach hurt quite badly but im survived.

I dont know why, my heart feels uncomnfortable these days, is nt the heart problem but sthing else cant explain....but will be fine after couple of days gua we're see ;)

yesterday amy mui told me that she can be half sis for the left and 啊蚊 i mean 啊雯 will be the right....i dun get what she meant but weird but that what makes her so cute gua hahaha XD.

me and her stories are over, at least we still be good friends and she is my another sister now, pretty cool huh for as a bro/friend wish her the best and be happy.

well thats it for today, tomorrow work and ill see u 2morrow =) latz